Mawwige is what bwings us togethaw, todawy.

Can I just be grown up and married now?

That'd be cool. I mean I know being married has got to have it's stressful times, not to mention a ton of responsibility, but at least it's responsibility and stress that matters. Not like being a stupid teenager. Haha but I'll get there someday.

I just want to have that husband who will adore you and treat you well and be just awesome like a husband should be. Someone who is your best friend, but loves you in a way that means more. Someone who would tease you, but then when you are feelin' blue he knows exactly what to say. Honest love. Now that'd be sweet.

To My Wonderful Friends :)

It's one of those days where I just want to say that I love all my friends :) Cause I do. So there. Enjoy :)

This friend of mine can always make me smile,
I know that he really does care,
He will tease and tease me constantly,
But hey, I'm a girl, it's only fair.

A different friend of mine is really quite swell,
She's goofy and she's always sweet,
I'd be completely lost without this girl,
I guess she just makes me complete!

Another guy who I adore,
One who's not so normal, you could say,
Is one of the best friends I've ever had,
And I wouldn't have it any other way.

This other gal; Boy she's like my twin!
You couldn't believe how much we are alike,
Somehow she always understands,
And we've never had a stupid fight.

Yet another young fellow who is dear to me,
He's lived a troubled life,
But that doesn't stop his lovable-ness,
He's always pulled through his strife.

Oh and then there's this awesome lass,
She's so intelligent and mysteriously dark,
But I know all sorts of sides of her,
Even the one with her big softy heart.

This boy, oh my...I don't know what to say,
He's always lifted me up in times of need,
He helps me to look on the upside,
With every crazy and silly text I read.

Then there's this girl, who's always worn a smile,
I don't think it's possible for her to frown,
She's kind of like my hero,
She's the most lovable girl in town.

A guy who's always been there,
That's definitely what he's become
Even if he pokes fun at my spelling,
I know he love me in the long run.

And Someone who I've known all my life,
We've been through everything, thick and thin,
I just can't help but love this kid,
And his silly cheesy grin

All of them, do I deserve?
I'm going to say that that's a no.
Because They've done beyond so much for me,
And I love they way it shows.

So I have to say, I love you all,
And you know that it's the truth,
I couldn't ask for better friends,
To have in my crazy and psycho youth :)

With Honest Love,
Tom

Why did you have to change?

So I am kinda just not so happy with someone in my life right now. So I am going to vent some stuff... In poetry! Yay! I'm just in a grumpy mood at the moment. Maybe it's because I haven't eaten all day. Which I am about to go fix by makin' me some eggs. Anyway, have fun reading.

When I look at her eyes,
tears are filling my own...
her's are big and brown and beautiful,
and mine feel so alone.

Well she's got the smile,
That drives the boys wild,
But she doesn't seem to care
She leads them all on,
and soon she's gone;
she left them in the cold winter air.

She's always been loved,
She's become her own star,
But she never seems to see my tears.
I'm just waiting for my time to shine,
A time when they'll finally see that I'm here.

Go ahead and live in your vanity,
Be the girl everyone expects of you,
Pretend to like what you're trying to be,
And act like it's nothing new.

If only she saw why I am hurt,
Then maybe she'd understand...
I'm only envious because I feel that she's just following what the world demands

She can look on past me,
What should I care?
I'll just pretend she was never there.
And I'll give my energy to someone new,
Someone who respects me and loves me for the things that I do.

I miss the you you used to be,
but you've changed the way things are done.
So when I feel the misery,
I'll remember the person you've become.

Love,
Your hungry, upset friend,
Tom

Autumn Night

Oh Autumn night I know you well,
Your softer light and sweeter smell,
Your chilling breeze this gentle night,
may linger on till morning light.

The days of clouds and light drizzled rain,
Can calm and soothe your heavy pains,
And burdened souls may be set forth free,
To enjoy internal serenity.

Sunrise to set, May we not forget,
And through the briskness of the night,
That the Autumn days may us reflect,
And cause our passion to ignite.

The Sweats and The Argyle Sweater

So on Tuesday, I was having a lazy and comfortable day. One of those days where you wear sweats and a big hoodie to school. The day was pretty normal all around, except that the guy I sit next to in band, named Matt, was wearing almost the same sweats as me. And we were the only ones in the classroom wearing sweats. What are the chances that the only two people in the room wearing sweats would be sitting next to each other?

First of all, I found it quite alarming, because he was the one to point this out. For the longest time I thought I scared the living daylights out of him. Frankly, I don't blame him... I say some pretty random and hyper things in band... And I'm just weird. So the fact that he initiated conversation was pretty awesome! I've been wanting to get to know him since he moved in, but I was kind of getting these vibes that he was secretly plotting to kill me or something. So it's good news! I continued my day as normal, and all was well.

So today, I decided to wear something a little more... classy, I suppose you could say. I put on my argyle sweater and jeans with holes in the knee.(you can see where this is going can't you?) I walk into band class, sit down, and I see Matt wearing an argyle sweater with jeans that have a hole in the knee. And not only that, Matt and Doctor Fullmer, the band director, were wearing virtually the same sweater. You can imagine I got a pretty good kick out of this. If we are wearing the same thing next band period, I swear he's from the future and is messing with my mind or something.

Until Next Time,
Tom

What the heck is this blog?! I didn't subscribe to this! Or did I?

In case you are confused, which is more than likely for the five of you who may or may not actually read this blog, don't be. It's still Hannah J, but it needed some changing around. The name came about in my math class today, and I thought this blog needed some serious renovation. So why not run with it?

It'll still be the random posts, and maybe I'll make another blog for the sappy cheesy writings and such. I feel like I need to specialize more. But for now, things will stand as usual. So I love ya guys, and I'm sure you'll hear from me soon.

Yours Truly,
Tom

Moving on...

Life goes on... We get older. That's the way things go.
We've all got to grow up, and some grow up faster than others,
And in the end, where will we be? We all know.


Some of these days... They drive us to the verge of insanity.
We want to run away, farther and faster than ever before
But I'll give what I got. You wanna give it a shot?
I know in the end I'll wish I had given it more.

That's my half poem for the day. It's more just a quick thought.

I've realized that a lot of people I haven't had the chance to be with lately have just moved on. And they should, I don't want anyone waiting up for me. But I miss them, and I don't think they realize that. I act like an idiot, and I have troubles balancing everything. I'm human. I'm flawed. But I feel myself again, and I haven't felt myself for a while.

I don't feel as angry, or as rude or like I wanna kill someone. I don't feel like I just feel... normal. Happy, but I miss some of my friends and family. The ones that I spend time with, not the ones that seem to have changed into these new monsters or mice...

I know we all have to grow up, and that we all change... by why does it always seem to be for the worst?...